I just couldn’t figure out what makes me so sad right now. I
know there’s still pain in my heart and so much I wanted to dig within it, I just
couldn’t. I recognized the feeling but i felt like all the things I’ve done now
just to make myself busy is not enough to occupy everything including my soul. What’s
in there anyway? That I couldn’t explain it even.
I can’t take back everything, I can’t go back to the time
where I have cherished the most. I know and I am aware of what is happening, I can’t
say I am not doing anything because I know I have done so much that I couldn’t
even attend on my own wants, I tried everything so much just to leave and
ignore what’s in my heart but there were memories I can’t just throw it away
and I believed, those memories can’t be thrown away easily when I know a part
of me is with that memories.
I am hurt for no reason, I can’t even figure it out where
that came from now. I can’t say that I am okay, maybe I am just confused? Troubled
mind and heart? Stressed out? Tired? Probably I am just sleepy for it’s already
2:22 in the morning.
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