I am not ready to reveal what my real feelings towards other
people, this blog site, I am keeping this for long, I kept it as a secret to my
family, friends and acquaintances either, I am not afraid to be judged by them,
I know who are real and not. It is just a choice not to tell them about it
because I just don’t want it. I’d rather trust people who have same passion
virtually than sharing these to people I know they will just talk about you. I take
this as my secret comfort zone and I’d rather leave it that way.
What I have shared here is different of how they see me
personally, I am stiff, I have strong personality, straight forward, I tell
directly what I want and don’t, I sometimes want things to be done immediately,
growing up now I have learned to value time that’s why I hate procrastination. I
always insist that yes I have strong personality but not everybody knows I am sweet, it just doesn’t show and
can’t be justified the way I speak. I have a big heart, but I just want to keep
it to myself.
How you act doesn’t define who you are, that’s what I have
learned in life. Do what makes you happy, in every little thing you do, make
sure you find contentment. Life is easy, we just make it complicated, if we learn
to be contented in all the things we do, probably there will be no more
confusions and we learn to value what we have. I don’t care too much now on how
people think about me, I let them talk, I let them throw me a stone and I make
it sure I throw them back kindness despite of how they think about me. This is
me and I cannot change that, if I'll do that, I will never be me at all. Being good to
other people no matter how they break you, you will still stand out, because you
just proved to them that you are strong enough to face them and I learned to do
that after all this time.
