Mga bilog na mukha paikot-ikot

Tinotoo ko na talaga ang sinabi kong mag-ggym ako. I stopped for almost three months din kasi naging busy-busyhan ako sa school and work, di kinaya ng sched ko kasi gabi matatapos ang clase ko. Sana makapag-adjust na ako this year kasi I REALLY NEED (hahaha) to lose weight para sa darating na practicum ko. Lol dumepensa pa ako talaga! Haha charos! Nagdadahilan pa talaga ako!

When I changed my profile pic sa fb ko nong new year (nakawhite with close up, echos!) a friend message me (mataba rin siya hahaha, pig nga tawagan namin kasi parehas kaming bilog since HS pa hanggang naging classmate kami ulit for this new course) she told me, wag yan kasi ang mukha mo bilog na bilog (bonggang tawa) and I told her (defense mechanism kagad) ok lang yan kasi swerte sa new year ang bilog! Hahaha kebs na ako! That pic was a year ago nong nagpunta kami sa isang community. Bilog talaga mukha ko at least hindi naging itlog o kaya mangga! Lels! Hahaha

Mula sa bilog, itong executive look ko naman, charos! Nag-ggym pa ako that time, Nagtrim down daw ako slight ansabeh!?! Parang wala naman pinagbago, trim down talaga? Parang halaman lang ha! Lol at finally after almost three months, yan na ang get up ko papuntang gym! kulay orange, ponkan na ponkan lang sabi ni jessica haha, may nagsabi ding "likas papayah" haha Ganyan! ang sweet nila! haha Kailangan conservative muna para hindi malanta ang pechay! Hahaha tan-enah yang pechay na term na yan, usapan sa twitter ata yan or sa comment sa blog, either si JonDmur, Rix, Pao, Cyron, Archie, Tonio lang ang nagsabi niyan, sila lang ang kilala kong wholesome, swear! they are very wholesome! lol basta isa sa kanila di ko lang ma-pin point (nagbintang talaga ako ano! Hahahaha sniff…) kung sino kasi hindi ako sigurado din! Hahaha hindi ko rin ata pweding pagbintangan si arline at senyor dito kasi busy-busyhan ang buhay nila lately, never mahanap. lol 

In 3 months time kailangan totoong anne Curtis na ang katawan ko! Haha (ambisyosa!) wag naman, masakit sa ulo ang ubod ng sexy, lantang lanta ka lang niyan! Hahaha wag nah! Iba pa rin ang kutis bebeh! Roowwttss!! At naalala ko ang sabi ni empi sa twitter, gusto daw niya magkasing laki kami, tang inah ayoko nah! Hahaha ayoko ng upo, talong, patola mas lalo naman kung sili! Magkamay ka nalang por-eber or kahit wag nalang! Iba pa rin ang totoo! Charos wag berdeh ang utak! Hahaha sa susunod ko na ikwento ang mga bagong papalicious na nakasabay kong mag-gym, magkakasala nako talaga! gibang giba ang reputasyon ko nito!! (sign of the cross) Bwahahahaha 

 

Pablo Pablito Pabling

I traveled 4 municipalities yesterday and that took me a day. itong si Pablo gave reasons to people to panic. Lels!! I congratulate all the disaster team for the preparedness because in our city and province walang casualties like we had with sendong. Now they are doing better than before, now people learned their lessons too.

It was a hell fun when I got the chance to travel in our municipalities. Yesterday was different in all the travels I had in the past. My officemate said I was like hitting two birds in one stone because I brought with me my closest friends from school to conduct an interview to solo parents in the municipalities. While I was doing my job delivering the relief goods, I accompany them to visit the local social welfare office to interview a focal person on solo parents. I did my job as an employee; I also did my homework as a student. Hahaha simpleng diskarte lang yan!! I have to do it wala akong choice I have been very busy with this Pablo. Naku! Hahaha

I just couldn’t take this out of my head when my boss called me that morning. Like he said – ok ibigay mo kay mayor yan and “magpakodak!” ka ha, (take picture with the mayor) hahaha i tried not to laugh while talking to my boss hahaha he could have said it like “magpapicture ka ha” tan-enay!! Hahaha my boss can’t still get out of his head that “Kodak” hahaha he is not old though.

While on our way, nakakatakot because we were in the military truck and going to the municipality where doon daw sila nagkaroon ng ambush! When the driver told me that, don’t you think hindi ka maparanoid? Hahaha and he even added that “military truck at may sakay na army, mainit sa mga mata ng mga npa yan!” nah!!! In my thoughts. I wonder what would be my face when that will happen, or what will I do in case may npa nga, at saan ako pupunta. Hahaha it’s really fun thinking about it!! Hahaha

No school today. Yes!!! Feast of Immaculate Conception! Oh yeah!! Now I love My RVM School. Hahaha

Christmas without you

Today is the last day of August and tomorrow will be the start of “BER” September, October, November and December. This means that Christmas is almost again to happen. Personally, there would be a lot of changes this year. We will celebrate Christmas without my mom.

Sometimes I don’t want to mention about my mom because it always reminds me of what life we have been, what pain we went through, I always remember how much she suffered from pain because of the people wants to see her in despair. I could always think of revenge but what will be the benefit I will have if I take an action soon, what I could get, it’s nothing!  

I am trying to reconstruct my life now; I am starting all over again. I am trying to move on and forget what we have been. Christmas won’t be the same without mom, I am sure of that. Gonna miss her chocolate cake, humba, chicken binacol, sapin-sapin, ube jam, suman, etc. all I wish that someday whatever pain I have now will be healed soon.

I am facing now the greatest challenge in my life, to prove and stand in behalf of my mom, I know I will never be like her but one thing I know, I can do something more. There are still unfinished issues in my life and I want to start it now without any hesitations. This time I am willing to face whatever failures will come my way, I guess I am now ready to face another chapter of my life with bravery.  Like what I always told myself, “I don’t want to repeat the same mistakes again!” it will never be a perfect journey but at least now I am trying to give more what I have given in the past.