Nuh!! it’s a long week for me, started all my majors and
still trying to fix my schedule for this semester. This is gonna be a tough
semester with 6 majors and 4 minors. Goodluck to me! Lesson to keep now
is how to balance my time, learn to have stress management though I’ve been
watching movie series or movie as my stress management and that helps me
rejuvenate.
It was Thursday when my teacher announced that we finally
have a book to use for the medical social work subject (super happy kami sabay clap our hands and even we prayed to thanked that book!!! amay-ober that moment!! bohahaha) courtesy of my classmate
too who happen to have an aunt in one of the government hospital in this city,
who is also the head of the medical social services, we secretly grab the book
for photocopy, the book is exclusive for the hospital and even before I know na
bawal ipotocopy ang libro para pag-aralan dahil yon daw ang sabi ng head ng DOH
ba yon. Madamot sila! Lels!!
377 pesos ang worth ng photocopy sa librong yon, makapal! Tan-ena!
how will I finish to read that book, ang dami pang nakapila!! Bakit ba!! Kasalanan
ko na dahil enter ng enter ako sa korsong to! Hahaha you know why I talked
about this? Kasi before, the first course na kinuha ko, at hindi ako naging
successful dahil sumuka na ako, maganda ang libro ko noon, hard bound, glossy,
with a lot of pictures pa, sikat at mahal pero I never opened and read those books.
Tamad talaga ako, since bata pa! bohahaha Ngayon dahil kulang ang resources namin,
walang Filipino author na nagpaka-batman to make a book for the young social
workers sa pilipinas dahil kapag social worker ka sobrang busy ka, halos wala
ka ng oras sa pamilya dahil sa dedikasyon sa trabaho! Over na over! Maniwala ka!
Totoo yon! isang araw balang araw wag naman sana mangyari sa akin ang ganyan ka-busy! hahaha
Lumang libro at author ang pinagtyagaan namin, kung noon ang
sarap ng libro ko, maganda tingnan, dekalidad ang mga author dahil mga
foreigner, ngayon to compare it, mas binigyan ko ng importance to read books
out from photocopies nalang! Hahaha napaka IRONIC to me! Because when I have
good and great books, I don’t scan them, now we only have photocopies, mas
nagtyaga ako! Tan-ena! hahaha I just don’t have a choice dahil sa tan-enang
expectation na yan kaya kailangan laging handa!! Hahaha at kailangan maabot ko
ang pangarap kong maging tulad ni d-soliman balang araw!!! Bohahaha
