When I was in my first course in college, I have this guy
bestfriend, I can defined him as refined, religious and funny. We’ve seen our growth, we shared good and bad
memories until situation parted our ways. We made a promise once that we will
finish first our course bago mag-gf and mag-bf, I could still recall the 5
thousand pesos pustahan, whoever get into a relationship first will pay 5
thousand pesos. We’re still teenagers! We think that way! Hahaha
He was my bestfriend, and I was the last person to know
nagkaroon siya ng girlfriend, and boom! I hated him so much that I wanted to
throw him from the 5th floor where our department belongs. I verbally
expressed that I hate him, that he broke our usapan and I was really afraid
that hindi siya makatapos dahil masisira ang buhay niya dahil sa pag-ggf! it’s
not about the money but it’s loyalty and word of honor. Ang stupid ng isip ko
noon! Hahaha now I realized how stubborn and selfish I was!! And it really
happened, he stopped, he didn’t go to school anymore, I haven’t heard about him
ever since.
A year or two I think, he came back to school, he tried to
approach me but I was already closed. I still expressed my emotions that I was
really mad at him. (i have no other reason of being mad except that promise, I don’t
have any feelings for him!! He is just a friend to me!) Every time he wanted to
talk to me, I refused and I openly express that he has no room in my life
anymore. I lost him, she lost me.
More than 6 years had passed, maybe, I can’t count it. Our path
crossed online, we talked sa ym, I even forgot na nag-away pala kami noon! Hahaha
shit ang utak ko! Hahaha tan-enah!! He told me “I want to tell you that I consider
you really as my bestfriend” and oh my god!! As in like, hell! I said “yeah, me
too and I missed you” simple as that. Then our communication went off again
because I keep on changing numbers at that time dahil may issue din ako sa own
life ko! Hahaha and I know he is been busy also sa girlfriend niya, sa work and
even his past time – online games.
Lately, I was online sa fb and I saw his updated profile, I come
to like one of his updates and unexpectedly biglang beep! “hey musta?” and the
conversation ended into having a coffee kapag may time. And I said “we need to
catch up” and he replied “yah, a lot!” and I realized how many days of his
lives I missed, the memories we should create, the laughter that we both shared
and the ups and downs in his life being his best friend, I wish I was there
walking with him.
Now we’re texting back again, just now and decided to meet
tomorrow after how many years I avoided him, I ignored him. What I only wish
now is I hope we could still patch things up and create new memories. Things may
be different this time between us as best of friends, but let’s just see,
kwento ko nalang bukas! Hahaha para may thrill naman! hehehe
